Sunday, 22 January 2012

  • Central Park

    I sit alone in this park bench watching people pass by.
    Lovers holding hands, children playing, families enjoying..
    moving pictures of joy, snapshots of what true love is.
    I smile and let time pass by.. a human gallery full of emotions.

    "A few more minutes and she's here..be patient"

    Flowers in hand, my bag in the other.. a pocket full of dreams.
    I go back to memory lane. Relive the sweet moments we shared
    Her sweet smile, her laugh, the look in her eyes. Oh so quiet but oh so expressive.
    Sleepless nights. Morning kisses. Stories that never seem to fade.

    "oh how I love you so"

    I dig my feet on the snow. A smile escapes my lips.. Sweet thoughts.
    She loves making snowmen, snow fights, walking in the snow
    these are things we treasure. Simple, pure, romantic.
    As cold as it is our smiles and laughter warm our weary souls.

    "I know she'll be tired.. I'll take care of her"

    I've come a long way. Burned bridges and jumped through rings of fire.
    We both have.. Streams of tears, pain and anguish.
    Broken but not destroyed, our love binds us together.

    Finally my love has come! I see her walking.. her face glowing in the night sky.
    I run to her loving arms, kiss her forehead and press my body against her.
    " I love you so much, I've been waiting for you"
    Our lips meet. Never will be apart. Tonight we start a new chapter together.

    I'm coming with you. I'm here to stay.

     

Saturday, 21 January 2012

  • One last time

    "I trust you, I love you, I need you.."
    for you these may be words of comfort
    but for me these words are needles that pierce.
    Countless wounds wrap my body, scars that won't heal.

    If you only knew.

    My pleas are silenced by everyone's noise
    hands and body are bound by chains.
    I am a prisoner of my mistakes,
    convicted for being naive and gentle by a judge we call life.

    Please help me.. I'm begging you please. 
    Please don't leave.
    cries of abandon, tears of longing. 
    I just need someone to listen just for once.

    No one came..

    Tonight I draw the line. I plan for my escape..
    "A new identity, a new me." a voice whispers in my ear.
    A voice so enchanting and enticing I find myself smiling.
    This is my lullaby as I drift to sleep.
                     
    Tomorrow I'll be free finally.
    Goodbye world.
    Goodbye heartache.
     ********* 
    "ahhh finally you're awake" a sweet voice greeted me 
    "you've been sleeping for two days now".. I smiled and nodded.
    She held me in her arms and stared at my eyes, stroked my hair and held me tight.
    Her warmth beyond compare, her beauty heavenly.

    I reached for her hand and tried opening my lips.
    There are questions burning in my heart.
    Who is she? where am I?
    I need to know.

    Before I could even utter a word tears fell from her eyes.
    Why is this stranger crying for me? what did I do to deserve this?
    "oh please don't do that again ok? promise me "
    My broken heart melts, chains are shattered and I answer "yes".

    Our lips and body meet for the first time..
    scars are revealed, wounds are healed with her every touch.
    I whisper in her ear words that I never knew I could utter
    "I love you".

    I've fallen in love with this beautiful stranger.
    I kissed and moved with her with all the love I know.
    No one else mattered. The world was ours.

    Too tired. Eyes closed.. getting weaker.
    "come with me.. don't let go please"

    I belong to her. My heart,soul and mind..
    She can see through me.
    My questions are answered. Purpose is fulfilled
    as my spirit leaves my body.
    No regrets. 

Saturday, 25 December 2010

Wednesday, 22 December 2010

Tuesday, 21 December 2010

  • Ask me anything (edit)

    Yes the title says it all. Ask me anything that you want and I'll try answering them 
    as honestly as I can.

    I'll be answering them as soon as possible either by a vlog or a post just like this.

     

     

    P.S.
    A big shout out to:
    -Andi 
    -Summer Rae 
    -Carsten
    -Gravy
    -Itsy
    -Kett
    -Chris
    -Alana
    -Becca
    -Kathy
    -Dan
    -Charlie
    -Kat 
    -Nick
    -Rachel
    -Ally 

    ok..

    I miss everyone. That is all.winky 

    *To this xangan, thank you for adding me. 
    I can't wait to read and know you. I will see 
    you around. 

     

    (edit) *Suggestion: I think xanga needs a lovefest of some sort..
                                We should kill the drama and make things lighter
                                for everyone.